Quannah's thoughts

Sunday.

Got the kids back today. Everything is going good. nothing really else to report.

posted by quannah @ 4:26 PM 0 comments

Saturday

Nothing really to report today. Nothing at all. mmmmmm wait a sec. yep Laundry good ol' laundry.
Found out Curt goes to Camp next week we will miss him. The kids have been good. Get them back tommorow at 12.
didn't do anything last night.
On Thursday had a gentelman "friend" come over. and well. I just don't wanna talk about it. I am at the point were i give up.
What else.
Nothing funny been going on.
gave my dog another month of Advantage today. he is the first animal (other then my children) that i have spent money on.
Missed my appotment on thursday called and nearly started crying i felt so bad.
Well i will let you go, get on with your interesting live mine sucks too bad today.
Oh ya before i go just wanted to let you all know that Steve brought the boys home today and i didn't talk to him i didn't even look at him. I think that i am doing pretty fucking good
Kudo's for me.

posted by quannah @ 10:35 PM 0 comments

Friday

Like my brothers i had no sleep. Deborha was a wake every 15 min from 8 which is bed time to 1 am. every fucking 15 min.
So i am really tired. but i still had to get up to get andrew off to school. Curt woke me up today at 10 when he got up. I put on Harry Potter and i guess i fell a sleep in the couch.
yesterday when with amber to drop off the boys at steves house he had put up all of his pics. well i noticed on of the pics is Deborha when she was 8 months old the cute on of her in the bathtub with a face cloth on her head. Now i know this is my kid i payed 180 big ones for them fucking pics. so i say "oohh that is nice you have a pic of Deborha up." so then he says "fuck you it is jonathon" so amber goes over and looks at the pics and says "no steve it is deborha in the tub."
he says fine then. i say if you want you can keep it and get this. do you know what he said.
"Now why would i want a pic of her"
after 4 years i realized that he did not love my kids
so i had a bad night. crying and shit
then i broke out the bottle of Vodka, had a nice stiff drink.
then i downed a bottle of Sour Puss. rasberry.
mmmmmmmmm each shot got more sour i love that shit.
then a "friend" came over and i got to realx a little more.
So i guess it was all right in that aspect exept for deborha waking up with night mares all night. I swear man one day i will get that Shawn fucker.
Today will be better it is Friday.
Won't be going out tonight might latter Amber is working untill 10 and i get off at 6 or so.
So hope everyone has great day.
Thanks to all the people who helped make deborha's birthday a great hit.

posted by quannah @ 3:25 PM 0 comments

Marcel's blog.

click on the title for Marcel's blog.

posted by quannah @ 1:25 PM 0 comments

baby brothers bog.

brothers link click on title.

posted by quannah @ 1:23 PM 0 comments

Why have a cell?

Since when should people named Steve be able to wake you up at 2 in the fucking morning confessing his undying love for me then a few hours later call and call me a fucking slut.Ass. I mean why the fuck have a cell if shit like this can happen. Whould he just call the house. Wake up the whole family. 5 children and 3 adults live in this house. Big house. lots of good times. LOL started day dreaming about the good times. mmmmmmmmmmm. But back to the cell. i have paid a lot of money for that fucking pic phone. Internet of the fucking cell is not cheap. the origional rign tones i have paid for and then some ass who got my phone number by god only knows how. calles me. Fucking men. man. I have been watching CSI for a reason. Kill and get rid of the body. joking. well ya i am joking i think And since when should these people be able to hack into my computer and listen to my conversations and record them and fuck with my life. If you weren't such an ass I wouldn't have left you.One thing i do give him credit for he made it so i have a back bone. i am too old to put up with this shit and i am to young to have to deal with this shit to.Life is so much better with out him.Now if only i could get rid of Shawn so easy.Fucking hit my kids.I even called welfare on him and they did nothing, but fuck nothing, i have tryed the legal ways and take him to court. now i will have to take care of the problem myslef.Wish me luck.

posted by quannah @ 11:38 AM 0 comments

Fuck the World

Wow do you know what i realized. I sure do use the word again and fuck a lot eh. Fuck. I was told that this boog is more of a ranting then anything. Oh well i get to get things off of my chest. I don't have to worrie about taking up space on my computer it is on line. and people get to read what i have to say and some may even know what it is like to live in the mind.Yesterday was a very hard day on me. now that i have lost my nights to relax i am starting to get worn out. . Will everything be alright. Fuck no of course it will not be alright even if i do win the lotto on firday i will just have a new set of problems. it don't matter who you are or what you do for a living there will be problems. you just have to live threw them. Anyway i got off track.I am exosted (fuck spelling) and am starting to get really tied. all i want to do is sleep. i am tired and burt out. i need to relax. but there is always kids or something to do. i want to spend a week sleeping, laying around in my Jammies. I could do that now but if i spend all day laying around doing fuck all then i would never get out of the house. I would rather spend my days with my friends then do nothing at home. you need friends. i love my friends (well what little friends i have) and i would do anything for them.I would rather spend my days with Amber sitting about playing backgammon and drinking coffee then doing the dishes or sleeping. there have been many times where my plans were to do nothing pick my ass nothing but amber calls and i drop my plans to be a sloth and do what ever she wanted just to get out of the house and spend some time with her. I would do that for any of my friends. , . personaly i would rather hang with my friends picking our asses then spending any quality time with me. Have a great day

posted by quannah @ 11:32 AM 0 comments

Fuck the System

Court didn't go as well as we thought it would. Steve tryed to pull a bunch of shit and fake evidence out of his ass. I think even his lawyer thinks he is an ass and full of it. everyone that know him already knows it.
So it was put off untill March.
PS. My B-Day is on March 31st.
I have an appotment today. hope all goes well. No i am not sick.
Deborha had a great birthday yesterday really liked her pressents. have to bring back the fishing rod today fucking thing doesn't work.
you just can't get the quality in forced child labour like you use to.
LOL
Nothing much is new really. other than that. I hope all is well for everyone and everyone has a great thursday,
Oh by the way now that i remember my username and password i will be able to keep up the site a little more offten. Well try for everyday sometimes will even do it a few times a day. Hope people are reading this.
Love ya all.

posted by quannah @ 11:10 AM 0 comments

babies do grow up.!!!!!!

Well today is my babies birthday. She is now 5. OMFG where did the time go. What happened to my life. well other then wasteing 4 years on an ass.
I guess i really can't bitch about that i was my fault.
Anything new...........................................uuummmm............................no
My ex is going to court today for child support i hope she gets it
I can't wait untill i get my other ex on the stand.
why do i smell honey
No really i smell honey
fucked up man.
Ok we went yesterday to the pawn shop looking for a new reciever well we got a kick as deal. anywhore. when we were in there haggaling over the price. this guy came in looking to pawn his speakers. the store wouldn't take them becuase there was not numbers on the back. so on the way out we asked if he was willing to sell now this guy was hard up for cash so we got a set of Kenwood speaker nice sound kick ass base for 50$. not that is not really the story. we were driving home all of a sudden amber is like do you smell pot. i am like uuuummmmmmmmm no so she rolled up the window and low and behold i smelled pot. now we was thinking that he needed to get rid of the speakers because they were full of pot but no he just smokes it in his house so as you can imagain we had a great ride home.
When shopping. got 2 new tougne studs. one is pretty big. hard to talk and it covers my tougne. i am use to balls. but it is cool. was looking at the Labret but i have a better selection at home then they did.
You know what is really fucked up. i have more body jewlery then regual jewlery.
the only medal i have in my mouth is from body modifications and periceings and not from fillings. mmmmmmmm quannah has nice teeth.
Anyother crap going on in my life. not really.
So enough of my pittifull life. get back to your own.

posted by quannah @ 10:54 AM 0 comments

People suck ass

I have often wondered a few things, like do people really read these. I mean other then the people that you send the link too.

Some of the bloggers that are on here are just regular people, are you sure about that. take me for instance am i just quannah or am i some famous movie star. Of course we all know i am not because if i was i would not say something like that

Ok back to real life. Went out on Friday and oh my god was i drunk. I remember dancing and making out with some girl. it was all good though. Spend Sat. in my jogging pants and trying not to get sick. it was worth it though. lol

posted by quannah @ 11:55 AM 0 comments