Sunday, April 13, 2008

not sure

not really sure of anything anymore.
I now live in vernon at my brothers place.
i lost my kids. my home, my car, some friends.
I am trying to work things out in my head.
in my heart.

i ended it with james.
fucking bastard was lieing to me about using.
i know he was using.
i am not fucking stupid, i know a user when i see one.


so here i am
no job. no car. no kids, no money etc
however i do have cash comming in. EI ya becasue that is enough to live off of.
Fuck i can't wait to get back to work.