Friday, April 20, 2007

after 18 years

So finaly after 18 years i went to the dentist.
Not bad my teeth were pretty good.
However i have to have all 4 of my wisdom teeth taken out all at the same time. OOHHHHH yes there will be blood. and i am going to hurt something bad.
As soon as i know when i will have to book off a few days at work. which will suck, I do sort of like my job.
Today is my monday and i am sooo not looking for ward to it. Fridays and Sat are our bad days, drunk homeless ppl, the weird crazy ppl like to come out at that time and cause me some problmes, but also Sat moring is our dodad breakie, which i really love.
going shopping today, going to fill up my pantry which is always fun, not really though i have only budgeted like 300 for it.
But it think if i hit the major sales i might be able to lower it some more.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Just here

Sorry i dont' have any pics to share today.
Just woke up and am making dinner. mmmm tofu barley stirfry. it smells so good.
Kids are still at the sitters
I guess i should go get them. you know considering they are in the same apartment building like 3 doors down. Hey i wonder if that his how they got their name.
Just like at work i am constanly giving ppl thier nickel back.
Funny. i have never come aross finger eleven though.
Just one of those weird things.
I do find however that almost everything in life has some sort of connection to the simpons. I guess they are real life. just animated.

Monday, April 09, 2007

Road trip








So to update, i needed to get out of town. SO i did




Me and piper. sorry Piper and I, started driving, and driving and driving. about 3 hours later we found ourself in Vic. which was a nice change of pace. we phoned her friend who lives in vic and she met us after work (her work) she is wonderfull. Piper you got some good friends.




We called donna to tell her that we ended up in vic. she is awsome. God i love working with her.




Fuck this music sucks.




we rented some slummy motel which was extrememly small.




see..................















when we cheked out the guy knew my name which is weird no one knows me. Not the fact that he just knew my name but the fact that he knew about my name, No one does. so piper when back and took his pic which made his day aparently.










we had tons of fun driving, and stopped to take some pics of random stuff.












The sexy guy you see own the tow truck pic you see. "the happy hooker" Fuck he was hot.
We are glad that we got out of town, Man did I reall need it.
Next month i will be going to van. I have booked off a few days from work and will be going there to visit a friend. it should be lots of fun. I iwll take lots of pics.
OOhh i know i still have Christmas pics and our road trip to Parksville on my camera. i just can't find my USB cable to DL onto my computer. I will find it soon.
i am off to bed now.
Thanks for listening.

Sunday, April 08, 2007























Thursday, April 05, 2007

what gives

Why was i stupid enough to belive that someone like you could possible want someone like me.
Was i just someone to make you feel better about yourself.
Fuck your married, happy and married. what the fuck where you thinking flirting with me.
Fuck man i didn't wanna marrie you i just wanted to fuck you.
Why would you get my hopes up like that, why? does it make you feel good when you wink at me? to tease me like that. make the token fat timmies girl feel good for a while. just fucking string her on like that.
You knew what i wanted i was honest and fucking told you, why, i just don't understand why the fuck would you string me on like that.
I live up to my last name.
put your fucking wife on msn,
granted she sounds really cool though.
But fuck man, why would you do that.
hope you are happy. i hope you got your moral up. going threw some sort of fucking mid life crisis and still wanted to know that you are sexy and that you can still get women,
Yes yes you can, yes you are still sexy, yes you can still get women, yes for a short while you made this fat timmies girl feel giggly and pretty and like there was someone out there who also wanted her.
Dealing with drunk and assholes who call me fat and lazy all night long,
to have someone like you come in and wink at me. to make me feel pretty to make me giggle and make my face turn red.
make me feel like maybe there was hope for someone like me who does't feel that i have to starve myself to get some sort of decent man.
to make me feel like that and then just fucking take my heart and grab it right out of my chest and then have you and your wife laugh at the fact that you made this fat girl think that for one min someone would accually want her.
Sorry it was my bad to think that.

Monday, April 02, 2007

work

MY fucking god what a horrible weekend.
well all but my sexy truck driver guy, i finially got his name out of him and plus i got his email addy, i don't think he will chat with me but hey you never know.
it is 9 am and i just got home from work a while ago and i am getting pretty tired.
i did pretty good in tips i got 29 over the weekend which is enough to buy my dodad breakfast.
Piper and Tiff and I all go to ricky's every sat and we all wear costumes. everyone there is use to us on sat.
Plus Tiff and I use to work there so we get good service. and plus we get to chill with the servers. cauch up on local gosip
OH for fuck sakes my birds are fucking AGAIN.
anyone looking for a baby bird.
anywho this week i was a pirate and tiff and piper where my kidnappess.
LOL we had lots of fun.
well i am off to sleep. Hope you all have a good day adn i will chat at you another time.