Temper
Temper,
I have no idea but my temper is just gone. I just can't seem to controll it. i don't know why. just the other day Deborha said she was cold and needed her jacket for the walk we were going on and i just fucking freeked. This morning, i just lost in a room of 9 people. just swearing and telling people to shut up that were trying to help me. Fuck man i don't know what is going off. but if you say a word i just loose it. damn all this pent up frustaion,
Oh and another fucking thing i am almost 30 years old and i still have to put up with JR high shit.
WTF.
Quannah's Update
Still on, here, there, blogging, singing (badly) to the lastest song i found.
i like pretty much everything
I have a question for all the bloggers out there. Do you post eventhough you have nothing to say? Such as i am now.
Trying to make things up as you type wondering how long you can go before you hit the post button.
So if anyone has ever had such a boring week day month year etc. let me know of course you can also challenge that statment with. "what is boring and normal to you could be exciting to someone else." going with the statment "one mans trash is another mans Treausre."
of course 90% of the time i sure feel like the mans trash, but if you go with that then one day i will be the treasure that he has been looking for his whole life.
See there we go, i had (key word HAD) nothing to say and there we go a post.
talk amongst yourselves,
Oh by the way i already know i can't spell, a few people already know that *cough* Patrick *cough*
the big one
no i am not talking about my lastest boy toy i am talking about the big earthquake that is suppose to kill us all is suppose to happen really soon. well doesn't that just suck cuse i live on the water, like look out my window and bam ocean
It is a wonderfull place to live, freindly people, clean streets, on 5th street which is the main drag classical music plays from speakers all up and down it. you walk down the street and total stranges say hi, and make ideal chit chat about the weather.
even the bums here are freindly, you never have to grab your purse, yes we are over run by the coke and the Meth, and the biker gangs, but all in all if you keep your nose clean it is all good.
AID
As I go threw the many Blogs that i read everyday i have noticed that many of you are commenting on the Crissis that is going on down in the states.
I feel bad for the people, I have even donated to the cause.
But what really pisses me off is, why do people wait for a disaster before doing anything,
We. have big moments of silence for 9/11, for 11/11 and various other important dates that we must remember, but what about the other 365 days of the year.
Every day Men Woman and Children Die from not enough food or water or war and we don't stop everyday to think about them.
The countries that we live in are the most riches countries in the world and the only time we share is when the world is looking at us.
See now that the disaster has happend and everyone is watching no one has problem giving up something small for someone else.
Each person is getting a debit card of 2000 dollars to help get food, and clothes for their family which is great. but what about before this happened.
and what about when this is all over, what about the street people, will they go back to the street begging for pennies that we throw,
What about the single mother who has 3 jobs just to she can make rent and feed her little family, what about the druggies who want to get off the crack and get a life, what about the children in the streets begging and stealing, cuse that is the only life that they know, what about the poor in the world who die every day,
what about them what happends to them after all this is over,
Will everything go back the way it was,
the world now is conserned about rebuilding and finding jobs for everyone, why werent they before,
You know that bum you pass on the street everyday on your way to Starbuck to get your non-fat tripple decaf moca late, he at one point had hopes and dreams just as you do, he once had a home. he once was loved, he once used to go to his fav coffee shop, stopping to get the morning paper to look on how his investments were doing,
Every charity out there can turn 1 dollar into meals for people, if all of us only gave 1 dollar a month in a year there would be no homeless, there would be no hungary there would be no sick and deprived children running around without a home or food.
It hurts, not only me and you but the world,
You know the countries that are full off poor, Noone goes there on vacation, why, not because the country is not beautiful it is cuse no one wants to see the desvistaion, no one wants to go on vacation to have someone tell them sorry no food for you or have someone begg as you site see.
Now why the fuck would some other intelligent life come to this crappy planet to visit or to even probe us. I sure the fuck wouldn't. Do you know what are little planet is, we are the wrong side of the tracks of the univers,
Now you may be thinking "well what have you done to make this a better place?"
Well for the Katrina relife i gave, when is see garbage on the side of the road i pick it up. when i see someone hungary i feed them.
Help the nigerian Princess
ever get those letters. Help me i am rich but............
LOL
They are so funny i love fucking with them. it is so much fun.
Have any of you out there had fun with them too.
I would love to hear the stories
So please send them too me. if you don't want to leave them in a comment leave them at quannah@gmail.com.
can't wait to hear the stories.
Boo Hoo
Deborha's first day of school was today. she loved it. and i am glad.
but it sort of makes me sad. My baby is not a baby anymore.
And i can't have anymore children.
Maybe i will adopt.
Hope everyone who has children out there enjoy them. enjoy them now and for as long as you have them for one day. they will be gone.
Back to school
Andrew's first day back at school was today. well he is still in school now, Deborha's first day at Kindergarten is tommorow and she is very excited about it. as am I.
It was nice to see that he has the same teacher as last year. Last year he was in a 2-3 split and now he is back in the same class but this time as a grade 3'r.
He will be able to walk to school alone, well not alone with a group from the building, we live half a block from the school, even if he wants to ride his bike it will take him longer to lock up his bike at school then it will be to ride to and from.
Also it is getting the time of year to sign up kids for events. Andrew wants to join Judo. so i will be putting in him and his sister.
Deborha will have a Black belt in Judo by the time she is 10 sweet. able to defend her self, which is want all girls should be able to do.
Alright i am going to go now and get the kids from school.
Hope you all have a great day.
Spam
Blog spam what the fuck is that all about.
Post my thoughts for the day and continue on with my regular daily computer thing,
Well low and behold right there staring at me is spam in my comment section.
That is low man really really low.
So now of course i am here bitching about it. well i will be deleting it from my comment room.
tonight YAY
So a few of us will be going to 7. if any of you heard about that it is a club here in our little patch of the world.
It of course is very much like a meat market.
I of course will not fit in that well. i am trying to drag a few friends of mine with me.
But you may ask if you don't like the place then why are you going.
Well my friend of like a million years. Old army buddy, has a friend from van over for the long weekend and he loves to dance and the onlything close to a club is 7 and she wants me to come and meet him so if course i will go.
Plus then she is not suck there byherself either .
Both of us arn't really much dancers i mean don't get me wrong i can keep up with any fucking hoochie on the dance floor but i just perfer to dance at home in front of the tv LOL LOL LOL
but anyway it should be alotof fun
i had a date today but i got called into work so i had to cancel it.
but i emailed him and told him about 7 in hopes that he will be there.
UUUMMMM what else.
Nothing yay.
Oh ya Fuck face dad of my kids accually bought them school suplies this year. OMG can you beleive it. I almost didn't.
it was nice.
Alright i will talk to everyone tommrow.
