Quannah's thoughts: June 2005

Thanks for the link Patrick

This is what i would be if i were a peice of Art. what are you? click on the link below to find out.

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By M.C. Escher

Worst Camping EVER

took the kids camping, oh my god it was horrible
Deborha cryed and whinned the whole time.
Andrew would not listen.
All they did was complain about everything
so i told them i was going to be a while before i take them camping again.
I did however get some really good pics. some fun ones.
I will be posting them as soon as they are uploaded on to the computer.
hope everyone had a good weekend.
Andrew got his report card. not as good as what he could have done. i will be posting it soon, just have to scan it first.

Weekend plans

Me and tom are taking the kids camping,
Will be taking lots of pics, this is the kids first camping trip in years and they are really excited.
Tom brought his mini DVD player so the kids can watch movies if it rains the whole time.
They will have fun. I will have fun. everyone will have fun.
I will let you all know when i get back how the camping trip went.
And i will post the pics as soon as possible.

Hope everyone has a good weekend.

AN OLD GURU WALKED BAREFOOT MOST OF THE TIME , WHICH PRODUCED AN IMPRESSIVESETOF CALLUSES ON HIS FEET. HE ALSO ATE VERY LITTLE , WHICH MADE HIM RATHERFRAIL ANDWITH HIS ODD DIET HE SUFFERED FROM BAD BREATH. THIS MADE HIM A
***********************SUPER CALLUSED FRAGILE MYSTIC HEXED BY HALITOSIS

LOL

Russell Crowe

I have added some pics that were taken on Tuesday.
Russell Crowe, getting down at a local bar, having a good time.
Good time for all.

Now now don't ever say stars just arn't normal people too.

Always a star

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Happy guy

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Fun times

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Open call really is anyone

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Yay

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getting down with a loca

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Dam isn't he hot

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he loves to sing

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Russell Crowe at local Bar

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Pics

I added more pics that Tom had sent me. There are some more of me but i was not looking too good that day so decided not to put them up.
LOL not like i am a beauty queen or anything but some days i am better than others.

Soon i will be moving into my new place.
Have to do something with the carpets though.
they are band new which is a good thing but i would rather have hard wood floors.
I find that wood floors are harder to take care of. dust every day and you just can't mop wood. You have to use special cleaners.

So today i have to go and pay for it.
Damit.

However i did get to go shopping the other day for a few things. New kitchen stuff. and bathroom stuff.
A few elephant things. Dam i love elephants. and i don't know why.

Got a few tables. you know those cube things. let me see if i can find the link.

This the the tv stand that i got

Damit I can't find them anyway i will take a pic and then post it.

Me and Deborha

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Dive Dive

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Andrew swimming in the ocean

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Deborha running in the ocean

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Deborha playing in the Ocean

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Birdie

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Mondays

Was talking to Steve today, not Shit head Steve a different one.
my job coach. LOL job coach. i love that.
Anyway he was talking to someone and is trying to get me on as the new sushi chef. Sweet eh.
Well i guess since i love the stuff i may as well make it.
I will let everyone know if that is my new position.

Paperwork

Signed the paperwork today for the new place.

Was all excited and stuff.
It is sort of cool i guess. now all i need is to get some muscel to help me move.

Everyone i know who is strong enough to help me is either working or on Vacation. Not that i know alot of people.
Curt of course.
Spencer will be on Vacation.
Well that is about it.

Dammit now i have to hire someone.

I usually just get a bunch of beer and some smokeables and everyone is happy.

Damn i really could go for a beer right about now.

And another thing i forgot to buy batteries for my MP3 now the batterie is dead, and i don't have another one, and i couldn't spell today if my life depended on it.
LOL

Hope you all have a good day.
TTYL

Imagine

Why is it hard to be me and be loved at the same time.
Why is it hard to be me and be liked at the same time.

Why is it that i can't be me and be loved at the same time.
Why is it that i can't be ma and be liked at the same time.

I am me and that is all i can be.
I am me and that is all i want to be.

I am not you.
I don't want to be you.

I don't want to be you. I just want to be me.
I want to be me and be loved for me.
I want to be me and be liked for me.

Days like these pass quickly, i know.
I know that i will continue to be me.
I will continue to be me.
Being me is all i can be. i can't be anything or anyone else.i can't i am me that is all there is and that is all there will be.

I don't have a good job that pays lots of money.
I don't have a big house.
I don't have a nice car.
I am not blond.
I am not skinny.
All i can do is give my love.
All i can do is give my respect.
All i can do is try my hardest.

My love is not enough
My respect is not enough
Trying my hardest is not enough

I love my children, he is trying to take them away.
I give my respect without getting it first, and i never get it.
I try my hardest to put a roof over my childrens heads. I try my hardest to give the what they need and want.
I try my hardest to feed my children.

I love my dog enough to give him away cuse i can't give him the room that he needs to grow,
I waited years for Zeus. I love him. As much as anyone can love a dog.
and i have to give him away. because i know that i don't have the time or the resorses to properly take care of him.
I Love my children and he is trying to take them away from me.
I am trying as hard as i can.
It just isn't enough.
I try and i will try untill the day i die.
But why is my hardest just not enough for you or anyone else.

I am not perfect, i know it, you know it.
I thought i was exepeted for what and who i am.
i was wrong.
I will continue to be me.

maybe one day i will be loved.
maybe one day i will be loved
maybe one day i will be respected.
maybe one day i will have the big house, nice car,
maybe one day i will have enough to give.
maybe one day i will have the blond hair.
maybe one day i will have the right body
maybe one day i will look and act the way you want me too.

Untill then love me for who i am.
untill then like me for who i am
untill then respect me for who i am
untill then give me a chance with who i am

Untill then just love me for who i am.

On the right

If you look on the right i have added new links. Kutos to me for figuring out all by myself how to add them.

Added Marcel which is my older brother.
Added Adam which is my younger brother.
Never added my sister cus i don't have one.
Added Spencer which updates his blog all the time.
Added Patrick which updates his blog all the time too.

You really should look them up.
Patrick has many many diffrent blog which he also updates. By the way Patrick loves BLUE

Spencer has a great imagination and has wonderfull blogs on his opinions in which i like cus i agree with most of them.

Both of them have great links. And great post.

And i know it is almost time for a link Update.
However i must admit, most of the links i get are from friends in my email and from. Fazed which is a sweet site.

So i hope you all check these guys out. look around and have some fun.

Hope everyone has a great day.

Oh almost forgot i found a place. YAY me. House warming party on the 3rd of July everyone welcome.
Please call for an RSVP.

Weekend update

Well back to Monday's I really don't mind them as much as i used to.
Still house hunting, just can't find the perfect place.
Didn't really do anything on Sat stayed at home and relaxed. It was nice but really borning at the same time.
yesterday (sunday) was pretty good. tom came down for the day. he was working on sat so i never saw him.
he did the photography for the Dry Grad in Port Alberni.
Ever notice you get use to doing something same time same day and then when it stops you don't know what to do.
Adam left a few comments about me and cammping asking if that is all i ever did.
Hun if you had read all of my posts you would realize a few things.
I was in love with a certain someone. who i don't talk about anymore and two i don't really do a lot of cammping but it is pretty much all i talk about because i love it so much.
I have only gone camping twice now, but of course i have talked about it alot more then that. Plus i get the best pics when i am camping and travelling about (thanks to Tom)
Still love you though Adam. LOL
Been thinking about my Will. I need to have one done up.
Been thinking about who to ask to take my children if they are underage when the time comes for me to go. Don't know if it will be tommorow or 100 years from now. Dr. never really told me. LOL
There is one person that sticks out in my mind. of course i can't really put his name up here. I havn't asked him. Now where did i put his phone number.
Anywhore. Job search is going pretty good. feel good about a few leads that have fallen into my lap.
And contrary to popular belive i am not a high class escort.
Just because,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,oh never mind you don't wanna hear it.
But thanks to Patrick for putting the pic up that i gave him of the E. good times good time.
Hope you all have a great day. I know i will, Curt came home with a Turkey on Friday, Don't ask long long story so me and amber are going to cook everyone turkey for dinner tonight. that should feed everyone, you know considering 8 people live in this house, 5 kids and 3 adults, not to mention all of the dogs and cats running around, Yet the house is always clean, MMMMMMM if we can do it why can't everyone else.
Anywhore. Hope everyone has a great day. i will let you all know h0w dinner was and if i got anymore tanning in today considering it is finally sunny, it is about fucking time eh.