Quannah's thoughts

Imagine

Why is it hard to be me and be loved at the same time.
Why is it hard to be me and be liked at the same time.

Why is it that i can't be me and be loved at the same time.
Why is it that i can't be ma and be liked at the same time.

I am me and that is all i can be.
I am me and that is all i want to be.

I am not you.
I don't want to be you.

I don't want to be you. I just want to be me.
I want to be me and be loved for me.
I want to be me and be liked for me.

Days like these pass quickly, i know.
I know that i will continue to be me.
I will continue to be me.
Being me is all i can be. i can't be anything or anyone else.i can't i am me that is all there is and that is all there will be.

I don't have a good job that pays lots of money.
I don't have a big house.
I don't have a nice car.
I am not blond.
I am not skinny.
All i can do is give my love.
All i can do is give my respect.
All i can do is try my hardest.

My love is not enough
My respect is not enough
Trying my hardest is not enough

I love my children, he is trying to take them away.
I give my respect without getting it first, and i never get it.
I try my hardest to put a roof over my childrens heads. I try my hardest to give the what they need and want.
I try my hardest to feed my children.

I love my dog enough to give him away cuse i can't give him the room that he needs to grow,
I waited years for Zeus. I love him. As much as anyone can love a dog.
and i have to give him away. because i know that i don't have the time or the resorses to properly take care of him.
I Love my children and he is trying to take them away from me.
I am trying as hard as i can.
It just isn't enough.
I try and i will try untill the day i die.
But why is my hardest just not enough for you or anyone else.

I am not perfect, i know it, you know it.
I thought i was exepeted for what and who i am.
i was wrong.
I will continue to be me.

maybe one day i will be loved.
maybe one day i will be loved
maybe one day i will be respected.
maybe one day i will have the big house, nice car,
maybe one day i will have enough to give.
maybe one day i will have the blond hair.
maybe one day i will have the right body
maybe one day i will look and act the way you want me too.

Untill then love me for who i am.
untill then like me for who i am
untill then respect me for who i am
untill then give me a chance with who i am

Untill then just love me for who i am.

posted by quannah @ 10:56 PM