Quannah's thoughts

what gives

Why was i stupid enough to belive that someone like you could possible want someone like me.
Was i just someone to make you feel better about yourself.
Fuck your married, happy and married. what the fuck where you thinking flirting with me.
Fuck man i didn't wanna marrie you i just wanted to fuck you.
Why would you get my hopes up like that, why? does it make you feel good when you wink at me? to tease me like that. make the token fat timmies girl feel good for a while. just fucking string her on like that.
You knew what i wanted i was honest and fucking told you, why, i just don't understand why the fuck would you string me on like that.
I live up to my last name.
put your fucking wife on msn,
granted she sounds really cool though.
But fuck man, why would you do that.
hope you are happy. i hope you got your moral up. going threw some sort of fucking mid life crisis and still wanted to know that you are sexy and that you can still get women,
Yes yes you can, yes you are still sexy, yes you can still get women, yes for a short while you made this fat timmies girl feel giggly and pretty and like there was someone out there who also wanted her.
Dealing with drunk and assholes who call me fat and lazy all night long,
to have someone like you come in and wink at me. to make me feel pretty to make me giggle and make my face turn red.
make me feel like maybe there was hope for someone like me who does't feel that i have to starve myself to get some sort of decent man.
to make me feel like that and then just fucking take my heart and grab it right out of my chest and then have you and your wife laugh at the fact that you made this fat girl think that for one min someone would accually want her.
Sorry it was my bad to think that.

posted by quannah @ 5:11 PM