Quannah's thoughts

Been a while

Yes yes it has been a while, i haven't done a line update in what seems forever. Sorry about that.
Right now i just want to pour my heart out about what happend over the weekend.
I was so scared, keep in mind now that i have been robbed and my child has been air lifted to Childrens in Van. but on Sat night i have never been so scared before.
It happend at work and i lost it. i am too scared to go to work.
I don't even know what to say. It is something you have to see to belive. I want a copy of the secruity tapes to see what it was like from a bugs point of view.
I don't even know where to start. Just amazing. The guy was still in his Prision issued Jummper.
don't ever ever let anyone tell you that you are not a strong person, hell if i can do what i did fucking anyone can.
I was and still am so proud of myself. for what i did.
50 ppl and one prison inmate all against me. fuck, there was no police help even the military was busy on sat. apparently one of the local stores got broken into which apparently is more important then helping two lone timmies girls fight off a big fucking gang war in my lobby at two in the morning.
But i did it.
i stopped it.
I grabbed that prison issue jumper right at his chest and i pushed him out the door, not once but twice.
Bastard keep comming back.
Oh my god i can't belive i did it.
I can't belive i am still alive.
I am glad that my act of bravery was so funny for everyone that they didn't kill me.
Now i am scared to got to work, you see this isnt' the first time that is guy the prision guy has been in, and every time he comes in i have to kick him out.
however last time i was lucky, after work the bouncers from the local clubs come in for something to eat. We are the only 24/7 coffee house/restuant in town. and they take care of us, so they did it for us. that time he really fought back, I guess this time he wasn't as fucked up as he was last time, you kow the whole super man complex that ppl get when high.
Now i can't sleep, and i am scared to go to work, what if he comes back,


Well managment you say should take care of it.
well hun you don't know the company i work for. They don't care about shit like that. as long as nothing got stolen then they dont' care.
I work for Tim Hortons 11pm till 7 am shift and i make 8.80 an hour.
I am a timmies girl, councisler, drug rehab, bouncer, coffee girl, prep cook, and local phone operator,
yes all of that for less then 9 buck an hour.
So as i sit here crying at my key board reminising about the events that took hold wondering if all the shit i do for this company will ever be "thanks quannah"
NOPE.

posted by quannah @ 2:31 AM