Friday
Like my brothers i had no sleep. Deborha was a wake every 15 min from 8 which is bed time to 1 am. every fucking 15 min.So i am really tired. but i still had to get up to get andrew off to school. Curt woke me up today at 10 when he got up. I put on Harry Potter and i guess i fell a sleep in the couch.
yesterday when with amber to drop off the boys at steves house he had put up all of his pics. well i noticed on of the pics is Deborha when she was 8 months old the cute on of her in the bathtub with a face cloth on her head. Now i know this is my kid i payed 180 big ones for them fucking pics. so i say "oohh that is nice you have a pic of Deborha up." so then he says "fuck you it is jonathon" so amber goes over and looks at the pics and says "no steve it is deborha in the tub."
he says fine then. i say if you want you can keep it and get this. do you know what he said.
"Now why would i want a pic of her"
after 4 years i realized that he did not love my kids
so i had a bad night. crying and shit
then i broke out the bottle of Vodka, had a nice stiff drink.
then i downed a bottle of Sour Puss. rasberry.
mmmmmmmmm each shot got more sour i love that shit.
then a "friend" came over and i got to realx a little more.
So i guess it was all right in that aspect exept for deborha waking up with night mares all night. I swear man one day i will get that Shawn fucker.
Today will be better it is Friday.
Won't be going out tonight might latter Amber is working untill 10 and i get off at 6 or so.
So hope everyone has great day.
Thanks to all the people who helped make deborha's birthday a great hit.
posted by quannah @ 3:25 PM
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