Quannah's thoughts

Thursday March 3rd

Oh my god what a day.
First i slept so good last night. that i woke up before the rest of the house. got the coffee on and got the kids up. It was nice to not be so tired. that my daughter couldn't even wake me up.
This morning my son says to me that it is too diffrent here and he wants to live with dad durring the week and live with me on the weekends. Now as a mother this destroyed me. I cryed all day. But it finaly came out that he misses the way things were. when i would wake up and make him breakfast. and walk with him to school and pick him up from school. I personaly thought that he loved his new independence. I get up with the kids, but they get their own breakfast, and make their lunch for school and walk to school. and walk home. the 4 boys do it every morning.
I guess i was wrong. Man i felt like such a horrible mother today. but i am glad that it is all worked out. Me and andrew have a new agreement. i will make him breakfast in the morning and if he wants me to walk to school with him in the mornings i will. and when he doesn't then i won't. He is 8 this year. I thought he wanted to grow up and be a big boy.
but it has all been worked out and everything is all good.
Tommorow is Friday and I don't have any plans. I do on Sat but that is it.
MMMM anyone wanna do coffee.

posted by quannah @ 11:28 PM