March 1st
It is alomost my B-day.deborha is still having trouble sleeping at night. She is still getting up almost every 15 min. waking up the house. i don't know how much longer i can put up with it. I listen to music at night through my MP3 and i still can here her over the music.
I am so tired so exaused. so tired i can't even spell.
got Amber cat fixed today. well she is in sugery right now.
I don't know what i am going to do about it. Everyone understands what is going on in my life and is giving me some flexibility.
In the last 6 months. i have had more deaths in my life then i have ever had. My 4 year relationship has ended. My ex, is being investigated for child abuse against my children. I just found out that My other ex, steve didn't love my kids.
Moved my child out of his school to a new one then out of that one to another one then from that one to the one that he is in now.
he doesn't like this school.
I lost my job.
my children are so stressed out.
Steve is fucking up the boys which unlike him i fell in love with the boys. After 4 years i fell in love. i love the boys just like they were mine. It is steves loss not to love my children. they will become great and he will miss out on it. and there is nothing that he can do to change it. He called after the pic thing and said. i am sorry i do love deborha and andrew. all i said was no you don't and don't pretend that you do.
I will not be with anyone who doesn't love my children. I can't. I love them.
So too bad for him.
So ya all of that has happened in the last 6 months. and i am so tired. I keep telling myself that it will get better. it has to right.
RIGHT?
posted by quannah @ 11:51 AM
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