Quannah's thoughts

Good sleep

I had another good sleep last night it is so nice to be able to sleep.
Of course the 3 shooters that i did with amber and curt didn't hurt either.
Found out yesterday that Steve has a new girlfriend. Her name is Deborah. I thought that is was a little weired that my daughters name is Deborha and his new fuck has the same name . We all thought that he was just saying that he had a new woman with that name but the boys had met her. They say she is nice, and that is good.
I was upset when i found out. Picturing him with anohter woman. and i didn't know if it was becuase jelious but i figured it out. I am worried that if steve's new woman workes out then the boys would have a new step mom . I am no longer the step mom. I didn't want to be replaced.
At coffee last night i was talking to amber and she told me that as long as i am in her life as a friend then i never have to worrie about not being able to see the boys.
Another thing i fiugered out was i was jelious of the woman. that steve was having someone else. I was mad becuase why the fuck should i have to go to sleep alone and wake up alone. and he get someone to cuddle up to.
Fucking ass. I wish he was deade.

posted by quannah @ 12:14 PM