Quannah's thoughts

What the fuck

Ok i know that there are men out there. if you come accross this. I have a few questions for you.
I have know idea what the fuck. you invite me over to your place to spend the night. We have some serious adult fun untill 5 in the morning, and i am still fucking sore, then at 8 when i finally fall asleep you wake me up taking me home.
What the fuck, I know it is nothing serious and that it is "friends with benifits" but come on now Spencer WHAT THE FUCK.
You have spent the night at my house now so many times and i have never kicked you out once.
You said you have a shit load of stuff to do today.
I know you have a life, good for you.
I know that you forgot to pay your tab at the bar yesterday.
I know that you have many many other "special friends"
I know that I am just Friday night. I know that and i am ok with that. i get it from other places and people too.
but what you say and what you do is totally diffrent.
I know there is no love.
I don't want you house, your truck or your money
I signed that fucking contract with you that i am disease free.
ya can you belive it, he made up a contract stating that i am disease free. of course i signed it because i am.
So I don't know what the fuck. So any males can give me some advice because i don't know what the fuck is going on.
On the ride home, i was quiet, trying to figure out what the fuck just happend. so i was quiet he looks at me and says "are you mad at me" well what the fuck Spencer what the fuck to you think i am so mad at.
I had no sleep you wake me up. and you ask am i mad at you. i am going to go now because i am too pissed off to continue writing without going on and on.
FUCK man i just don't understand men and they say we are complicated

posted by quannah @ 1:48 PM