another night
you know i went out last night and once again had a few too many. If you read all the posts it looks like i drink alot. but really i don't.I have a few shots before i go to bed. and that isn't even everynight. I go out on the weekends but not every weekend. and i don't drink everyweekend.
Sometimes i have a good week and sometimes i don't
This week i did have a good week. this month has been pretty fucked
Lots of wierd things happend. Getting with Spencer. which has been fun. wierd but fun. and i hope that we continue our relationship. but aahhh i don't know
Things with Miles, Jim, Spencer, i don't know what to think about everything
There is one relationship that i want to develop but, i know that he is just not into it. I have introduced him the the whole sex with out the relationship part of it. But i did that becuase i want him to come to me, not only for certain things but also for companinship and that if he hung out and got to know the real me he would think diffrent about me other than one thing. But i don't think that i t is going to happen like that.
There is nothng i can do but continue on with what i am doiing and hope that he continues to see me. I just don't want to push him away.
One the plus my friend Can (Niko) is comming to Canada soon. he will be comming over from Turkey in the summer and will be staying for a week.
well that is the update for today. I am going to go and finish talking to my friends.
posted by quannah @ 9:35 PM
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