Quannah's thoughts

The Sun can't shine everyday

Today it is sunny. i am happy. I don't particularly know why.
All i can think about is him.
I have come to realize that i can live without Steve. but i don't want him to be with anyone else.
I have also come to realize that all my ex's can drop dead and i would be so happy.
I don't want him (name withheld) to become an ex. At this moment in my life i don't want to hate him.
Thought about him last night.
I am a full grown woman but i feel like such an imature fucking hoochie.
how pathedic is that. having a crush on someone when you are my age.
Fuck i don't even know how old he is. I figure about 23 to 25 somewhere in there.
Now untill i get this fucking stupid childish crush out of my system you will have to listening to me rant and rave about him. Too bad i can't give a name. you never know he might read this. But too many people i know might be reading this and i don't want them to know.
I want him but i don't want him to know that i like him. I want to know if he likes me. but when i am around him i giggle and smile and i think i send out the vibe that i like him.,,,, oh well maybe he is just dence and will never know.
Maybe i am wasting my time.
I probably am. When i like someone i usually am wasting my time.

posted by quannah @ 1:24 PM